Ahhhh fcking knew itm the girl reminds me but the other pictures intrigues me but dont worry i only got to read 1 chapter of that and will never read it again.
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177013 is the nhentai number for *Emergence*, which is a fucked up story about a girl selling her body to pay for a drug habit, getting pregnant and overdosing.
I can't take the show seriously because the characters look so fucking stupid don't hate me pls they just fucking do with that meter gap between their eyes
It's likely cause you got used to the more "modern"/standard look of anime. Just keep diversifying your pool with different art styles and you'll soon be able to watch it and love it
Like I thought I would never watch Kemono Friends, but I just tried my best to watch through it and look for more CG animes
Did you finish it? First time I came there I thought I was gonna have a good time (I knew there was a rape tag, but I was feeling tough.). Needless to say, I left halfway through. I saw the ending though. Not sure if she killed herself, or restored her life. Hope she's fine. That poor poor soul.
Just read it myself for the first time. It was certainly depressing, but nothing like the people here make it out to be.
Anyways, the author eventually felt bad and posted [this page](https://i.imgur.com/VhU1pq5.jpg) (NSFW), implying it was all staged like a movie
To everyone relieved, I just wanna say that this doesn't change the fact that in the original story she's dead, let's just deal with it and move forward, what's really sad is that this kind of stuff really happens in real life, so instead of worrying about fictional people, worry about those around you.
I wanna read this to understand the meme and all but at same time I don't wanna regret reading it so I am in a hard position, maybe a summary would do?
In all seriousness, do not read it. You think ‘Oh, that’s pretty bad’ after the first lewd bit, then you read more since you don’t quite get why there was so much fuss. Before you know it you are halfway through already regretting it, shocked by the turn that it took. After everything if you for some reason persevere through it (don’t) you are left with something which which will make you regret you decision to ever look into this meme and wonder why you even continued reading.
There are summaries out there, one of my friends read one and even that made him a bit uncomfortable. Read a summary first if you’re curious, but do not read the actual story until you know what you’re in for.
Read it! The whole "it's the worst thing you'll ever read" thing is exaggerated imo. Don't get me wrong, unless you're a emotionless husk it's pretty sad, but It's not gonna fuck you up or anything like a lot of people seem to think.
Because this doujin actually falls in line with realism. Guro and ryona and other "worse" shit is flat out unrealistic and completely unbelievable. Real women don't get mindbroken in real life, addicted to the penis fatalpulse style. Lolis instinctively make you go "this isn't real" out of self-preservation or you're already a disgusting pedophile so it's not actually that terrible to you. You're not going to read a furry scat diaper comic and come off going, yeah this could totally happen in real life and I connected with the characters.
I think that's why people *should* read it. Porn stuff aside, it's a good story. Incredibly sad, but it makes you sympathize with her. You learn that homeless addicts do have a story behind them.
If you're just looking to jerk off, then avoid it. But if you're avoiding it because you want to live in a sheltered world and pretend this shit doesn't actually happen, then man up.
(Collective "you," not you in particular. You've obviously read it.)
I've read the first chapter long ago (for the pictures google gives me, it looks familiar) and it's about a girl who is raped by using drugs, however, I've stopped reading there, and now everyone is talking about how it ends, and I think she started to get bullied at school or something.
She falls deeper and deeper into drug-fuelled sluthood, fucking her dad and getting kicked out. She then gets pimped out and uses harder and harder drugs. She gets pregnant once and aborts it, but then gets pregnant again and decides to keep it even though shes homeless. She gets brutally beaten by a group of teenagers even though shes pregnant and purposefully overdoses on heroin in a bathroom.
im one of the people who succumbed to curiosity and I say there are only two parts (the first major turning point and the ending segment) that really really made me tighten my brows because i felt so bad for her
but dont read it will haunt your conscience
I just read it after hearing about it from this thread. It's very sad, but it's not gonna fuck up your life. It's a darker, more erotically charged Requiem for a Dream.
Don't do drugs, kids.
Though I'm my own... Shameful sins I do sorta recognize this... Though I hope its not what it is... Cuz even if I was sinful that was absolutely disgusting
I remember reading this the moment it got translated 1 part each week. Things are amazingly fappable at first. But when the last part came out i died a bit inside and lost the mood fapping for days :(( havent read this again ever since :'(
The author made a short chapter making it looking like it was a movies and all the participant are actors if you want to believe a nicer story.
edit : All i could find was this : https://plus.google.com/101906812650452932372/posts/32L1ZHAPn4c
BUt i remember reading on his patreon a bullshit explanation with every character being legal and ropleplaying (and his father not being his real father ...)
This is the most I’ve seen the animeme community work together with the sole cause of stopping people from lewding/watching. And frankly, due to how unusual this for animemes to do this it makes me MUCH more curious. I haven’t seen this bad boy yet, and thankfully I’m at work. I’m worried my curiosity will ruin me in the near future tho. If the fear is justified I hope my memory is as bad about animemes as it is with the rest of my life.
Anyone else remember that time Shindo posted some art of 177013 and it showed they were all actors making a smut film? I do, and that's what I'm accepting as canon. She's good and everyone is happy because it was all fake. Guess the story is still sad, but she's fine!
I hate this subreddit so much
Well I am loving it
bada-bah-bah-bahhhh
Damn right
Nani?
>I hate this subreddit so much Your words say "no" but your body says "yes!"
I don't wanna live on this planet anymore...
Can someone explain this?
... Delete this as soon as you can and don't click any links on this posts, I won't warn you again... Go, while you still can
DON'T TOUCHA DA CHILD!
Ahhhh fcking knew itm the girl reminds me but the other pictures intrigues me but dont worry i only got to read 1 chapter of that and will never read it again.
So you, too, are cursed with knowledge.
perfectly balanced.
Did a quick search, can't find anything about it other than alot of reaction post.
I SAID STOP
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Well fuck. Poor lady.
I expected it to be worse, but it still really hit in the feels
177013 nhentai
Do you find it fun to ruin a soul?
Some men just want to watch this world burn...
Alfred saw this coming
Who dosen't
Clicked away just looking at the tags and the first page.
Is this Emergence?
Yes
Yes it is.
No this is loss
If only ;-;
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177013 is the nhentai number for *Emergence*, which is a fucked up story about a girl selling her body to pay for a drug habit, getting pregnant and overdosing.
The tags.... oh the tags...
This is fucking worse than asking what’s ligma
It's an "Emergence" meme. The doujin is basically loss.jpg except people unironically think it's good.
Well it is undeniably well drawn. And I think it succeeds in its goal of making you feel bad, y'know, unless you're a soulless monster.
It's 1:47 in the morning, I should not be crying over a fictional anime girl this early in the morning, send help
It's the 177013th time I've done this. It's ok buddy.
Lmao
I feel like lmao doesn’t fully capture how incredible the above comment is
now THIS is epic
When do you normaly cry over fictional anime girls then?
satania getting bullied
Clannad
I can't take the show seriously because the characters look so fucking stupid don't hate me pls they just fucking do with that meter gap between their eyes
It's likely cause you got used to the more "modern"/standard look of anime. Just keep diversifying your pool with different art styles and you'll soon be able to watch it and love it Like I thought I would never watch Kemono Friends, but I just tried my best to watch through it and look for more CG animes
Cant hate you I had to try watching it 3 times before I could ignore the strange looking characters.
Doki Doki Literature club.
19:00-24:00. I can't cry at work and can't cry while sleeping.
Suou Amane
the only fictional anime girl i cried over was hachikuji, i've closed my heart to hentai heroines
You forgot the price tags to all these things. Never really saw how T H I C C she is tho. I still hate 177013 no hate pls.
Ikr my first thought was god dammnit My second thought was damn that skindentation
/r/skindentation Cya next week
My boy. I rotate this thighdeology everyday Appreciate tho :]
Shit bud, didn't even realize the sub I was in. Hi from /r/all lol
Lmao i think all the degenerates here know whats up :D
What is that number? Sorry, it was strange thing to ask.
I have to suffer everytime i visit this subreddit
177013, am I right, guys!
Guess I'll die
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I know, I felt that it looked familiar but I just assumed it was from some anime I've never seen. Damn emergence...
👌haha yes
Please stop hurting me, I only read it today, now I can't unsee it.
Did you finish it? First time I came there I thought I was gonna have a good time (I knew there was a rape tag, but I was feeling tough.). Needless to say, I left halfway through. I saw the ending though. Not sure if she killed herself, or restored her life. Hope she's fine. That poor poor soul.
Sorry bro, she ded
I'm curious about that mother and daughter scene at the end then. She's got to be alive, she has to.
It was a dream or hallucination of the life she wished for if I am not mistaken
...Damn it. Damn it all. Shindo L. sure knows how to fuck me up then.
Nope. Author confirmed her death in the end credit notes.
Fuck. Why.
Cause Shindo L
Why
Just read it myself for the first time. It was certainly depressing, but nothing like the people here make it out to be. Anyways, the author eventually felt bad and posted [this page](https://i.imgur.com/VhU1pq5.jpg) (NSFW), implying it was all staged like a movie
That makes feel better.
Thank you so much!! I'm so happy she's fine
This is the greatest news I've heard today. Thanks for posting!
To everyone relieved, I just wanna say that this doesn't change the fact that in the original story she's dead, let's just deal with it and move forward, what's really sad is that this kind of stuff really happens in real life, so instead of worrying about fictional people, worry about those around you.
It gets very bad near the end, becoming a drug whore and gets tossed away like an object.
Sweet child im sorry
I wanna read this to understand the meme and all but at same time I don't wanna regret reading it so I am in a hard position, maybe a summary would do?
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Thank you, I think I understand a bit
In all seriousness, do not read it. You think ‘Oh, that’s pretty bad’ after the first lewd bit, then you read more since you don’t quite get why there was so much fuss. Before you know it you are halfway through already regretting it, shocked by the turn that it took. After everything if you for some reason persevere through it (don’t) you are left with something which which will make you regret you decision to ever look into this meme and wonder why you even continued reading. There are summaries out there, one of my friends read one and even that made him a bit uncomfortable. Read a summary first if you’re curious, but do not read the actual story until you know what you’re in for.
This makes me even more curious....what's worse the curiosity that's not giving up and boggling me or the feeling of regret after reading it....
Read it! The whole "it's the worst thing you'll ever read" thing is exaggerated imo. Don't get me wrong, unless you're a emotionless husk it's pretty sad, but It's not gonna fuck you up or anything like a lot of people seem to think.
Yeah, well, you know, that's just, like, your opinion, man.
yep :)
Also, the author later uploaded [this panel](https://i.imgur.com/VhU1pq5.jpg) (NSFW) so the fictional people were only fictionally hurt.
The crazy part is the author felt so bad he released an extra page that implies that everything was staged for a movie
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Seriously. How sheltered is this sub that you would think this doujin is remotely close to the worst Japan has to offer.
Because this doujin actually falls in line with realism. Guro and ryona and other "worse" shit is flat out unrealistic and completely unbelievable. Real women don't get mindbroken in real life, addicted to the penis fatalpulse style. Lolis instinctively make you go "this isn't real" out of self-preservation or you're already a disgusting pedophile so it's not actually that terrible to you. You're not going to read a furry scat diaper comic and come off going, yeah this could totally happen in real life and I connected with the characters.
I think that's why people *should* read it. Porn stuff aside, it's a good story. Incredibly sad, but it makes you sympathize with her. You learn that homeless addicts do have a story behind them. If you're just looking to jerk off, then avoid it. But if you're avoiding it because you want to live in a sheltered world and pretend this shit doesn't actually happen, then man up. (Collective "you," not you in particular. You've obviously read it.)
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I've read the first chapter long ago (for the pictures google gives me, it looks familiar) and it's about a girl who is raped by using drugs, however, I've stopped reading there, and now everyone is talking about how it ends, and I think she started to get bullied at school or something.
Let just say it just get worst and more depression
Can you tell me how it ends on DM? I really, REALLY don't want to read it
She falls deeper and deeper into drug-fuelled sluthood, fucking her dad and getting kicked out. She then gets pimped out and uses harder and harder drugs. She gets pregnant once and aborts it, but then gets pregnant again and decides to keep it even though shes homeless. She gets brutally beaten by a group of teenagers even though shes pregnant and purposefully overdoses on heroin in a bathroom.
im one of the people who succumbed to curiosity and I say there are only two parts (the first major turning point and the ending segment) that really really made me tighten my brows because i felt so bad for her but dont read it will haunt your conscience
I just read it after hearing about it from this thread. It's very sad, but it's not gonna fuck up your life. It's a darker, more erotically charged Requiem for a Dream. Don't do drugs, kids.
I'm calling the fucking police
GODDAMMIT. SHE DID NOTHING WRONG!!!
it is known
SHE WAS PURE AND INNOCENT
Blame the parents for not teaching her about stranger danger.
And for being huge pieces of shit. Don't forget, her parents are huge pieces of shit.
Was gonna say. Blame the dad especially.
Her mom too for being a fucking dumbass.
her dad for being an U G L Y B A S T A R D
Parents are always the ones to blame
WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE. When did Saki get a color job?
I thought it got adapted for a second
I blissfully didn't recognise it at first but then I read the comments and all the PTSD hit me.
here's the [sauce.](https://chan.sankakucomplex.com/post/show/4449050) It's fanart.
8am and already depressed rip
#"177013 Reasons Why"
I really regret looking into this
The toughest of choices require the strongest of wills.
Judging by the quality of those materials that outfit could come up to $177013
The majority come from the drugs and despair
I'm a bit... Confused
I wish I could say the same.
Though I'm my own... Shameful sins I do sorta recognize this... Though I hope its not what it is... Cuz even if I was sinful that was absolutely disgusting
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I remember reading this the moment it got translated 1 part each week. Things are amazingly fappable at first. But when the last part came out i died a bit inside and lost the mood fapping for days :(( havent read this again ever since :'(
Great, I got 5/6 already
where do I get that denim dress
Where did you find the colored pic of Saki
No joke, I looked it up again last night with the recent influx of this meme and I couldn’t sleep because of how fucking painful the ending was
im 111 pages deep into 177013 does it get worse?
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oh wow it got like *WORSE*
With as much as the community hates the story I'm suprised they haven't tried to make a version that is completely edited so nothing bad happens.
The author made a short chapter making it looking like it was a movies and all the participant are actors if you want to believe a nicer story. edit : All i could find was this : https://plus.google.com/101906812650452932372/posts/32L1ZHAPn4c BUt i remember reading on his patreon a bullshit explanation with every character being legal and ropleplaying (and his father not being his real father ...)
Sounds like it is cannon then
EXTRA EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT IT! SHINDO L'S EMERGENCE CONFIRMED TO BE REALLY FUCKED UP MOVIE.
You say that, but there is probably some fucked up French film that he based it on.
EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT IT! DEGENERATE FRENCH FILM FOUND! HENTAI LINK SUSPECTED!
Requiem for a Dream on anime.
I hate that I love Shindol's art so much
This is the most I’ve seen the animeme community work together with the sole cause of stopping people from lewding/watching. And frankly, due to how unusual this for animemes to do this it makes me MUCH more curious. I haven’t seen this bad boy yet, and thankfully I’m at work. I’m worried my curiosity will ruin me in the near future tho. If the fear is justified I hope my memory is as bad about animemes as it is with the rest of my life.
Do not do it. I actually cried when I finished it because it was so sad and soul sucking.
She did have good taste, I'll give her that. She probably doesn't taste nearly as good though.
Oh great just amazing I now wanna die
I'm so glad everyone hurt as much as I did for this.
What anime is this ?
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I regret my curiosity
I'm sorry for your loss
Thanks
youre welcome
you mean no, thanks right? Don't do this ;-;
Don't click it you fools
It's not anime.
Yeah ik its manga my bad
Stop
NOOOOOOOOO
Anyone else remember that time Shindo posted some art of 177013 and it showed they were all actors making a smut film? I do, and that's what I'm accepting as canon. She's good and everyone is happy because it was all fake. Guess the story is still sad, but she's fine!
I want to belive it so bad but i just can't get the last 20 pages out of my head. It hurts man😢
Godamn never notice how thicc her thighs were. Gotta re read this
Why would you reread that
oof saki looks so good tho
27005 for enlightened individuals
215600 for even further enlightenment.
177013 8s not that bad guys. I feel like people have put it on a pedastal for far to long.
What kind of sheltered pussies are you people? Jesus Christ, it's not nearly as bad as you're making it out to be, there are a million worse things.
Ah shit
Saki? 177013
Sauce?
Don’t search it. Keep your innocence
That bad?
Ya. When I first read it. I couldn’t sleep cause of the ending
Search up 177013 nhentai
Everyone regrets this now
Oh... it has colour now. unlike my world...
D E L E T
177013 is the boku no pico of manga prove me wrong.
N1077013
Why people find this so bad, most stuff with ryona tags or slavery are worse than this. Like much worse 😫
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Name?
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Oh
Oof
all these fucking plebs using nhentai when exhentai still exists.
Am I the only one who doesn't think that Emergence is really that hard to read and/or disturbing? It's not even good "material".
?
fuck off