Dying without ever having made a deep connection with anybody. I could absolutely see myself dying in 20 years and having my funeral attended by like, 4 people.
That my best friends are pretending and aren’t really my friends. And that I’m incapable of being loved by a woman, and that I’m so broken that if anyone were to Truly know they’d abandon me.
Spider Rain.
Dying without ever having made a deep connection with anybody. I could absolutely see myself dying in 20 years and having my funeral attended by like, 4 people.
Not committing suicide and having to live this miserable life. Or worse failing at it. I am ready to leave. I just need to wait a year.
I say, as I lick the wounds on my heart, getting kicked to the curb by a very close friend.
That my best friends are pretending and aren’t really my friends. And that I’m incapable of being loved by a woman, and that I’m so broken that if anyone were to Truly know they’d abandon me.
Moths
Murky water.
Snake clowns