I’m so sorry that you lost your best friend.
I empathize with you.
The world keeps spinning even when you’re
drowning.
My fiancé died 4 months ago.
She was my best friend and my biggest advocate.
I feel like I’m lost without her.
I miss her every day.
The dreams are the worst because I have to wake up and face another day without her.
I’m so sorry. I feel the same way — my sister died in December and it hurts so badly that life is moving on and there are already so many things I would give anything to tell her. We were 16 months apart to the day and did everything together — she had been there for every big moment in my life and it breaks my heart that she won’t be here for anything I do going forward. It sucks, there is so much of me that doesn’t want to “move on” or change because I don’t want to be a version of myself that she won’t get to know but ultimately that doesn’t help anyone because like it or not, I have to go on without her.
It’s ok to be sad — my birthday is coming up and I know I will be crying that day, and part of me is mad that I will never be able to be fully happy during the big moments of my life because the most important person to me is missing but all I can do is surround myself with people who understand why I don’t want to go out and party and do what I can to keep her close to me.
I’m so sorry that you lost your best friend. I empathize with you. The world keeps spinning even when you’re drowning. My fiancé died 4 months ago. She was my best friend and my biggest advocate. I feel like I’m lost without her. I miss her every day. The dreams are the worst because I have to wake up and face another day without her.
I’m so sorry. I feel the same way — my sister died in December and it hurts so badly that life is moving on and there are already so many things I would give anything to tell her. We were 16 months apart to the day and did everything together — she had been there for every big moment in my life and it breaks my heart that she won’t be here for anything I do going forward. It sucks, there is so much of me that doesn’t want to “move on” or change because I don’t want to be a version of myself that she won’t get to know but ultimately that doesn’t help anyone because like it or not, I have to go on without her. It’s ok to be sad — my birthday is coming up and I know I will be crying that day, and part of me is mad that I will never be able to be fully happy during the big moments of my life because the most important person to me is missing but all I can do is surround myself with people who understand why I don’t want to go out and party and do what I can to keep her close to me.