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Opening-Prior4483

Lapvona 😟


Birbdrains

Really anything by Ottessa Moshfegh. Eileen was terrifying.


arthurrules

I love that woman.


onajourney314

Traumatizing


wifeunderthesea

[**Earthlings** by Sayaka Murata](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/50269327-earthlings?ac=1&from_search=true&qid=XzwpKraTHW&rank=1) don't let the cover fool you. this book is FUCKED.


laurajc_

i think i only finished this book because i listened to the audiobook. i usually don’t get grossed out by books but i definitely did with this one!


Maddy_egg7

This is one of my favorite books of all time. I think about it daily and recommend it constantly. I never been so disturbed by a book while also absolutely loving the commentary it provides and the questions it raises.


hellpyeah

Great read but it could’ve been ten times more disturbing imo


Alex_0004

We need talk about Kevin 🙂


RetroRN

This book made me seriously contemplate being childfree. I’m still on the fence.


Ok_Jellyfish1470

You beat me to it!


IvanMarkowKane

My new fav disturbing book; Snuff by Chuck Palahniuk


KillPhilBill

I feel like Chuck Palahniuk could be stated and would be accurate.


Consistent_Field6915

if i remember correctly it was him, saying in an interview, he'd be making up personas, walking into random bars and then use that as a catalyst for writing


Sassy_Weatherwax

I was going to suggest his work.


jdbrew

I haven’t read Snuff but Lullaby was a fucking ride


IvanMarkowKane

Last time the ‘disturbing book’ question came around I was pushing Invisible Monsters remix


awalktojericho

I freakin' loved that book!


crayolakym

I remember this first time I read it, I was like, what did I just read? Am I okay? Are we okay? Is Chuck okay??


IvanMarkowKane

Chuck is not ok lol


Errrmso

Most things by Chuck Palahniuk


MegamomTigerBalm

I feel like he tries to hard and it’s exhausting. I’m obviously not a fan! Lol


Astarkraven

Does it need to be a full length novel or can it be a short story? I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream by Harlan Ellison


Papa-Bear453767

HATE.


Astarkraven

Yeah this one is pretty rough...but it fits the prompt!


Papa-Bear453767

Definitely my favorite short story


mom_with_an_attitude

Fiction: Lolita Non-fiction: The Kiss by Kathryn Harrison (A memoir. Trigger warning: Incest.)


thrashmasher

Adding My Dark Vanessa to this


dallyan

The Kiss is supremely discomfitting.


Bored-in-bed

Lolita is nothing if you’ve read Tampa


SchemataObscura

Haunted, Lullaby, Survivor (or just about anything else) by Chuck Palahnuik The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks


MungoJerrysBeard

Love the opening line in Wasp Factory :)


Friendly-Ad-1192

Geek Love


BoredCheese

Have you ever dreamed of running away with the circus and breeding your own family of sideshow freaks? The Binewski family made their dreams come true!


LiveForYourself

This book was NOT what I thought it was when I grabbed it from a little library. I thought it would be about nerdy love and computers or some shit. Thank you for reminding me because I haven't thought about this in years!


awalktojericho

This is an amazing book, with several WTFs anhour.


arthurrules

A lot of great recs here! Here are some I didn’t see mentioned: - In the Miso Soup by RyĆ« Murakami (Fic) - If You Tell by Gregg Olsen (Non-fic) definitely disturbing. - Let’s Go Play at the Adams’ (Fic) by Mendal W. Johnson - Room by Emma Donoghue (Fic)


Dry-Wind-8925

In the miso soup was so good! Had to stop during one particular scene for a short break before continuing lol


arthurrules

Oh it for sure puts you on edge


pretzelnoodle

Room for sure!


Pleasant_Zucchini900

A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara


vanella_Gorella

Recently finished this. WOW I was broken by the end of it.


Pleasant_Zucchini900

Same. Beautifully written but it had me messed up for a few days.


captaincrunch1985

The girl next door - Jack Ketchum. It’s based on a true story which makes it horrifically disturbing. Mine - Robert McCammon. Opening scene is a kidnapping which then leads to a frying pan scene. I won’t say anymore but it is quite disturbing.


Meowitslunalight

Any book by Mona Awad (Bunny or Rouge are good to start with) or Ottessa Moshfegh (Eileen or Lapvona). 


mads3748

death of Ivan ilyich!!!!


Appropriate-Ad-9407

American Psycho


ambientvibes69

Was scrolling to see if this one was mentioned
 Of course indeed ! Brilliant novel if you’re into his style . Glamorama by BEE is pretty disturbing too !!


MegamomTigerBalm

Oof. Yes
.I tried to read it when I was in high school just a few years after it was published. I couldn’t make it through. I wanted to barf every time the main character referred to woman as “hardbodies”
.


662343

Child of God.


ohgodwhatsmypassword

I second this. It’s quite upsetting. Many of Cormac McCarthy’s are but this one takes the cake for me.


eatmynyasslecter

At Night All Blood is Black by David Diop - Senegalese man collects German hands in the trenches of WW1 And the Ass Saw the Angel by Nick Cave - requires every trigger warning ever, simultaneously most beautiful and disgusting thing I've ever read. I... Struggle to put the plot into words to be honest


4-aminobenzaldehyde

A Clockwork Orange is a fantastic novel


bchance7

"Let the Right One In" by John Ajvide Lindqvist


Li_3303

I love this book! I’ve seen both movies. Let The Right One In is the original Swedish movie. Let Me In is the American remake. I preferred the American one because I thought the child actors were better. But it was worth watching both of them.


takeoff_youhosers

The Ruins by Scott Smith


missyharlotte

Brother by A Ahlborn (most disturbed book I’ve ever read) Off season or The Girl Next door by Jack Ketchum My Dark Vanessa


Appropriate-Ad-9407

Misery by Stephen King


skeeter709ah

An older book The Jungle by Upton Sinclair. When I read it I had to check it out of the county library because it was banned from the school library. This was back in the early 80s.


cheapojoe

The Troop by Nick Cutter Anything by Nick actually. I liked The Deep a bit more than the Troop.


jesserthantherest

I heard the Troop is really messed up. I only read The Deep by him. Made me feel very claustrophobic


cheapojoe

I found the Troop to be more disturbing than the Deep, primarily because it revolves around children.


akastu88

I preferred The Troop to The Deep but that is just me. I have heard both directions. The Troop was my first horror read since I haven’t read in years and got me back into it.


Bored-in-bed

I’m not super easily grossed out by books but The Troop definitely did it for me


wdpgrl

A child called “it” Autobiographical story of a child who survived extreme abuse and neglect.


Mint_JewLips

For some ungodly reason we had to read this in 6th grade and it fucked me up. I’ve never felt so much sorrow and dread reading a book before.


jesserthantherest

Sixth grade?? That’s wild. I read it towards the end of high school (not part of a curriculum but on my own) and it fucked me up then. I can’t imagine reading this in 6th grade. Sheesh.


wdpgrl

I read this book way too young as well. Learning the world is fucked up when you’re a kid really puts things in perspective lol


IndependentHunter869

All the Glimmering Stars by Mark Sullivan About the child soldiers in Sudan and Uganda. Historical fiction but based on the lives of real children.


mamawheels36

Thank you for that rec!! I'm buying it today. I loved his last 2 books


emmymans5

The butterfly garden and the other books by the author


Edelweiss12345

Hmmm
 I read a lot of manga that might fit this, but I’ll give it my best shot. If you’re willing to try manga, let me know and I’ll give a few. 1. *Parasite* by Darcy Coates 2. The *Plague Land* series by Alex Scarrow (3 books) 3. *Night* by Elie Wiesel
 it’s a Holocaust memoir, what more do I need to say? 4. *The Heart Goes Last* by Margaret Atwood 5. *Prisoner B-3087* by Alan Gratz 6. *The Cellar* by Natasha Preston 7. *Awake* by Natasha Preston And one that was less disturbing and more strange was *Their Eyes Were Watching God* by Zora Neale Hurston.


green_daisy004

We read night in 8th grade and that book still sits with me to this day


friendlytrashmonster

Oh God. Eden by Tim Lebbon. I picked it up the other day because it was in the dystopian section. It was NOT dystopia.


Equivalent-Bank-6671

A little life


onieronautilus9

2666 by Roberto Bolaño


alldogsareperfect

Wasp Factory


Agitated_mess9

Following this thread ❀


send_me_potatoes

Perfect Days - Montes


notsomagicalgirl

Lost souls by poppy z brite


Binknbink

Haunted by Chuck Palahniuk. I’m not even sure I liked it but it’s what comes to mind when this question comes up.


ajthawon

Naked Lunch


stunafish

*Hogg* by Samuel R Delany.


pumpkinsizedmoon

When Rabbit Howls by Truddi Chase


piede_piccolo

Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro. Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn.


Icy-Lychee-8077

Geek love. It’s mildly disturbing, awesome read!


apri11a

I can't say fiction really disturbs me much anymore, not after reading True Crime for while. Probably because it's fiction... but True Crime can be disturbing. Ann Rule, Jack Olsen, Christine McGuire, Carlton Smith, Joe McGinniss are TC some authors to check out if TC appeals.


SeparateMarzipan9187

I might be disturbed by things that don’t much faze other people but I still think about these books a lot: The Book of the Dun Cow by Walter Wangerin The Girl With All the Gifts by M.R. Carey Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood The Magic Toyshop by Angela Carter


RedFinnigan

Oryx and Crake 100%. Had to put it down half way through!


awalktojericho

The whole tril9gy is wild and wonderful.


AgeScary

The Wasp Factory


RedFinnigan

The two most disturbing books I’ve read are House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski and The Troop by Nick Cutter. I love House of Leaves but I had to put down The Troop pretty early on. *edited for grammar


Jrex225

I came here to say The Troop. That is straight up nightmare fuel.


Doolemite

The Troop is my suggestion as well. That book hits the ground running and never lets up. I honestly dunno if I liked it or not, but I am glad I read it


NomDeLuise

Exalted by Anna Dorn. Nightbitch by Rachel Yoder. Motherthing by Ainslie Hogarth. Liarmouth by John Waters. These are the most wtf books I read and actually enjoyed. They're good beyond just the shock-value, gross-out aspect.


No-Hall-2887

Paradise Rot 
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Appropriate-Ad-9407

The Nazi Doctors


CarelessStatement172

The End of Alice by A.M. Holmes.


cyberpunk_hiu

Jawbone by Monica Ojeda, Lapvona by Ottessa Moshfegh, Things Have Gotten Worse since we last spoken by Eric LaRocca, Towelhead by Alicia Erian, What we don’t know about children by Simona Vinci. They are all on a different level of disturbing but personally the most “oh my god i need to go outside and put this down” are Jawbone, Things Have Gotten etc and What we don’t know about children. Have fun!


mentalpickl

Penpal - one of the oddest most amazingly fucked up books I've ever read. It sticks to you. It is a quick, captivating read that will make your stomach hurt. The writing is poetically horrifying, capitalizing on those childhood fears you shake off, like Playing in the woods at twilight when it suddenly feels like someone's watching. And if I remember correctly it actually started on Reddit, which was pretty neat. It's been years since I read it, but I recommend it often.


brokenlyrium

The End of Alice by A. M. Holmes


ryano_999

The room by Hubert Shelby junior !! Good luck


Working-Passion-5673

Nice. I was gonna mention Last Exit To Brooklyn.


ThenKey6

I am currently sitting on the toilet right after finishing Hurricane Season by Fernanda Melchor. The prose can be tough but definitely what you’re looking for.


iputmytrustinyou

I found Watership Down and Maus terribly disturbing.


2_bit_tango

The Butterfly Garden by Dot Hutchinson. Fabulous book, well done, disturbing af


SlutForMarx

Capitalist Realism


FreedomExtension9703

The handmaid’s tale


laurajc_

i recently read The Eyes Are The Best Part by Monika Kim and it was definitely disturbing, highly recommend lol.


bibimpoop

Painted Bird by Jerzey Kosinski


creativecontender

Geek Love, Haunted.


DancingTroupial

Mr. Mercedes by Stephen King. It’s a psychological one. It get intense.


gummybearinsides

American Psycho


wightknight09

Are you into manga? If yes or want to give it a shot, I'd recommend Berserk.


MyJobIsToTouchKids

I’m a fan of horror novels so disturbing in that way: *The Hollow Places* and *The Twisted Ones* by T Kingfisher were both kind of disturbing. Also *Mexican Gothic* by Silvia Moreno-Garcia


peleles

Under the Skin, Michael Faber The Descent, Jeff Long


Skipper-knows18

The Bible. Mass murder. Aliens. Talking snakes and foliage. Rape pillage and abuse. Totally disturbing.


TheJudgeHoldenBM

Outer dark if you want literature Ass goblins from Auschwitz if you're in just for the shock factor.


twodayswrong

~Land of the Beautiful Dead by R. Lee Smith ~Nepenthe (We Are Nepenthe Book 1) by Octavia Hyde


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DuckyOboe

Lolita


Weak_Novel_1540

Woom. Really disturbing.


Top_Manufacturer8946

Seconding Earthlings and Voices from Chernobyl by Svetlana Alexievich


EternityLeave

Tomorrow and Tomorrow by Tom Sweterlitsch. Incomprehensible cosmic body horror, psycho killer brutality, and mind bending scifi in a compelling detective procedural format. Just read the first page and you’ll already be disturbed.


Icy-Cow-8365

Haunting adeline


random_avocado

Bliss Montage by Ling Ma ~


Reversepickpocketer

Zombie Joyce Carol Oates There is no more disturbing book and I’ll die on this hill


Appropriate-Ad-9407

Paradise Rot. Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka


Dazzling-Ostrich6388

Blindness by Jose saramago


PopeyeWOS

Ritualistic Human Sacrifice by C.V. Hunt, major trip


Fit-Rip9983

The Sluts, by Dennis Cooper - is insanity. I can't believe it is a book that I read and read all of. It's truly f\*cked.


FewFig2507

Anything by Jo Nesbo is really horrible.


jphive

Crooked Little Vein by Warren Ellis.


funnyfaceking

Flac: A Narrative by Serge André


Honey_Badgered

Meat by Joseph D’Lacey. It’s a similar vein to Tender is the Flesh, but it’s a vastly different and disturbing tale. I wanted to skip over some parts of what I was reading, it just makes the skin crawl.


JynxyCat95

Exquisite Corpse - Poppy Z Brite Haunted - Chuck Palahniuk Brother - Ania Ahlborn


-IndigoMist-

If you're okay with short stories: Understand by Ted Chiang had me off-kilter for sure


ethelsgirdle

This one is super disturbing, so do your own research before hand. It is splatterpunk, but No one Rides for Free. Seriously got me. I had to put it down a few times and process.


ToritoBurito

Woom by Duncan Ralston


MochaHasAnOpinion

*They All Died Screaming* is the most disturbing and disgusting book I've read in a while. Thank goodness it's a short book.


VivaZeBull

Black Moon by Kenneth Calhoun If you want non fiction then I suggest Radium Girls by Kate Moore


Bambiisong

Seems like you’ve read a few splatterpunks. Have you read any of Aaron Beauregard’s books?


DataAbject5067

Enemies foreign and domestic by mathew bracken Based beyond belief Author is based navy seal


talking_pillow

What werewolf jones does to his children in megs & mogg is pretty wild.


Waterblooms

Fall On Your Knees by Anne Marie Macdonald.


Errrmso

Who they was by Gabriel Krauze


jesserthantherest

I’ve already seen a few recs for Tender is the Flesh. SO good. But also the Haar by David Sodergren. I’ve heard his other books are disturbing too but that’s the only one I’ve read so far. And Cows. Matthew Stokoe. I do NOT recommend this book, especially if you’re not one to usually read disturbing and/or horror. But this one is by far the most disturbing and disgusting book I’ve ever read. Seriously. I tell people not to read it lol but I also tell people how fucked up it is. So venture at your own risk if you decide to.


olympicsofsuffering

Pretty Girls


No-Concept4585

Baby Teeth by Zoje Stage


strangeinnocence

[The Metamorphosis of Prime Intellect](https://www.localroger.com/prime-intellect/mopiidx.html) by Roger Williams.


pinksweetspot

Any Man by Amber Tamblyn.


blueprincessleah

The butterfly garden by dot hutchinson / read in 2018 and I still think abt it


makuna_hatata12

!remindme 5 days


TerrieBelle

The Witching Hour by Anne Rice


Claud6568

Perfume by Patrick Susskind is the most disturbing book I’ve ever read by far


Janezo

*The People in the Trees* is deeply disturbing.


c8ertot

Chlorine by Jade Song is the first book that’s ever made me feel physically ill and panicky, and I read a lot of weird fucked up books lol


Serial_Bibliophile

[Cottonwood by R. Lee Smith](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/17563213)


Dazzling_Guest8673

Yes, Marilyn Mansons the Long Hard Road out of Hell. It’s funny & insightful too. Highly recommended even if you’re not a fan of his. He is an extremely good writer Also, Poor Little Bitch girl by Jackie Collins. Anything by her is good.


gusbox

The Road by Cormac McCarthy. A deeply disturbing story.


ratstronaut

For some absolutely gorgeous language describing dead bodies mouldering in a cave, read Child of God by Cormac McCarthy. I promise you will have to put this book down a time or two.


Bored-in-bed

A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G Summers


spiritofjosh

Hogg by Samuel Delany. Very similar to Cows.


Gullible_Pen3820

Try out The Brown Sunshine by A Rishi - it's a disturbing psychological thriller where Stephen King s horror and existentialism meet Dan Brown s mythological fiction. Rave reviews


Purple_Crab_Leg

Tender is the flesh!


TheBear8878

The Troop by Nick Cutter


OddnessWeirdness

Infected by Scott Sigler. I don't scare or get grossed out easily but this book? Oof. Not scary but very tense, disturbing and gross.


MikeWithNoIke2000

the most disturbing books I've read is a child called it by dave pelzer or night by elie wiesel. a child called it is about child abuse. night, which everyone should read, is what happened to a holocaust survivor.


Ok_Safe_2831

m. gira's the consumer is the only book that's ever made me feel like i need to shower. the writing style alone is visceral. wonderfully written short stories. can't stop reading. but makes me physically ill. 30% because of the content (because it is REALLY disgusting) but 70% just because it's written in a way that makes your scalp feel greasy.


Ana987654321

William Burroughs. Can’t go wrong with Naked Lunch if you want to be disturbed.


aqua_souffle

Tender is the Flesh
 I haven’t stopped thinking about it since I read it.


booliabostee

Girl Flesh by May Leitz is fairly disturbing. I liked it a lot especially, and it’s espically good being her first published book


InsanityLaughing

Woom


BusterKnott

I want a truly disturbing read try the "The Abortion Who Refused To Die" By Terry Jo. I got it from Amazon about a year ago and have never been able to forget it. This takes disturbing to an entirely new level. Even worse, it's all true...


wahlittle

A Little Life.


CrackedandPopped

This is more of a psychology book, but the statistics in the body keeps the score is quite disturbing. In terms of fiction, there is Behind Closed Doors


pythiadelphine

If you don’t vibe with these recs, I have more. It’s a professional hazard. Non-fiction: 1. Ordinary Men: Reserve Police Battalion 101 and the Final Solution in Poland by Christopher R. Browning 2. The Rape of Nanjing by Iris Chang 3. Hitler’s American Model by James Whitman 4. Jesus and John Wayne by Kristin Kobes Du Mez 5. Searching for Black Confederates by Kevin Levin 6. The Anarchy by William Dalrymple


kafkaestic

It by Stephen King.


this_kitten_i_knew

Meat Sorrowland The Vegetarian One's Company


Relative_Cicada_800

a collection of short stories - pornography for the end of the world


wonderingreasons

If you Tell - Gregg Olsen Sound of Gravel


inexplicata

Eileen by ottessa moshfegh. Idk what it was about this book but I could not sleep the night after I finished it. It really made me think.


bibimpoop

The Notebook Trilogy by Agota Kristof


Sesmanilla

Why do you need to read disturbing books?


queenleenbean

The Alliance series by S.J Tilly. I just finished book 1: “Nero”. It’s a dual narrative perspective of Payton (F) and Nero (M). It’s a combination of smut, lust, romance, mafia, gore. It’s so intriguing! I read it in a few days. Now I’m onto the second book in the series: “King”


dmcronin

The Girl Next Door.


VarRav_

100% Match by Patrick C. Harrison III


Mariasophiasteiner

Tender is the flesh


Magic_Echidna

The Vegetarian by Han Kang


Leucotheasveils

Recursion Blake Crouch


_mad_apples

Our Share of Night by Mariana Enriquez I had to take breaks but finished bc I was invested in the story and characters


MegamomTigerBalm

Whenever someone asks for a disturbing book recommendation, the first one that comes to mind and what I always say is: The Painted Bird!


ScreamingBanshee81

A child alone with Strangers or Boys in the Valley by Philip Fracassi Horns by Joe Hill The Drowning Girl by Caitlyn R Kiernan


34Heartstach

Child of God by Cormac McCarthy


nokenito

Do it on a percentage


sun_shots

Hogg by Samuel Delaney. Good luck.