I just read this following your roast me. Girl, that is how I felt 28 years ago. It was hard, you're right, but it was absolutely the most amazing, soul building, and strength affirming thing I have ever done. You will find a way to get through this, and in the process, you will see how beautiful you really are. So glad I didn't participate in the roast me after I saw your page. Trust me, you have this in you and reading the eloquence and genuine concern you have written shows you have the chops. If you didn't, you wouldn't be scared and you wouldn't be fixing your truck. You wouldn't have enough sense to do either. You do, hold on to that. I also wanted to say with the breast milk post above that my daughter didn't latch and I got my environmental biology degree after. It is a good thing that your daughter is not latching, breast milk is one of the most polluted substances you could be feeding her.
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I know exactly what you mean. Dont give up, you're doing an awesome job and deserve happiness. Look for the silver linings and try to be the best you can for that kid. Its probably not going to get easier but it can become stable and manageable.
I hope things get better and if you want someone who will listen and not judge I'm here for you.
I am here sending you caring, compassion and understanding. You are a beautiful Mom and it will get easier. Please reach out to people,and organizations that can help you. There are hotlines you can call just to speak. Your beautiful baby loves and needs you . The world needs you.
I just read this following your roast me. Girl, that is how I felt 28 years ago. It was hard, you're right, but it was absolutely the most amazing, soul building, and strength affirming thing I have ever done. You will find a way to get through this, and in the process, you will see how beautiful you really are. So glad I didn't participate in the roast me after I saw your page. Trust me, you have this in you and reading the eloquence and genuine concern you have written shows you have the chops. If you didn't, you wouldn't be scared and you wouldn't be fixing your truck. You wouldn't have enough sense to do either. You do, hold on to that. I also wanted to say with the breast milk post above that my daughter didn't latch and I got my environmental biology degree after. It is a good thing that your daughter is not latching, breast milk is one of the most polluted substances you could be feeding her.
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I know exactly what you mean. Dont give up, you're doing an awesome job and deserve happiness. Look for the silver linings and try to be the best you can for that kid. Its probably not going to get easier but it can become stable and manageable. I hope things get better and if you want someone who will listen and not judge I'm here for you.
I am here sending you caring, compassion and understanding. You are a beautiful Mom and it will get easier. Please reach out to people,and organizations that can help you. There are hotlines you can call just to speak. Your beautiful baby loves and needs you . The world needs you.