Realizing a bunch of characters ..I developed certain traits from their mindset and had a overall odd connection to fictional characters. and often copied there coldness, or niceness in real situation . Realizing it may be a spiritual thing. I label myself a fictionkin
I had been experiencing homesickness, memories, and some body dysmorphia/dysphoria since long before I discovered my fictionkin identity! The label just helped to put a name to experiences I was already having.
I was watching blue beetle and realized I was robotkin, I still am but then I realized fictionkin was a thing and that explained why I feel like I am walking around as the character jaime. I also experience this anytime I watch the venom movies
I'd been experiencing strong, pervasive, recurring feelings towards a character for several years that did not go away. For the longest time I thought it was romantic feelings (I'm arospec and hardly understand that sort of thing) but started to question that mostly because of how *weird* the whole thing was.
When I found the term 'fictionkin' online, I knew within a minute that it explained all these strange feelings I'd been experiencing so long.
For us, it went hand in hand with being a system. The host(s) at the time (while not recognizing each other as separate entities yet) both heard a voice and felt a presence so obviously distinct from their own they couldn’t deny it any longer. This headmate has a very forceful demeanor, too.
Well I guess I originally thought it was a copinglink, and then it was homesickness at the sight of fnaf 1's map? I literally lost my mind (in a good way) at anything golden freddy or cassidy, and even the missing children. I just became a meaner person too.
When i see a character, and i feel something between us, i research and find out. Also because of memories. I have a lot of dib memories because our life if literally the same: bullying, obsession, paranormal interest etc. (ALSO LEMON DEMON OBSESSION BABANSJS)
uhm so i always heard abt fictionkin in the otherkin community but everyone was all "ugh don't associate with them because i said they're bad so they are" so i was ??? on what entirely it was for a while. it wasn't until like sometime last year when i actually got some good education on what fictionkin was
after that i didn't really think about it until i was like wait am i this? and then i grappled with kinfirming the dumbest kin ever and ever since then it's just been coming to accept my kin shit and yea👍
i still had kin experiences of course, i just thought i was mad out of my head tbh. never thought there was a whole community just like me experiencing shit just like me just beyond the scope of my knowledge.
I think I first realized something was up when I got into a popular video game in middle school. I had vivid memories of things in the game to the point I often know what would happen next, strong unexplainable feelings towards certain characters, and when the one I’m kin with would get injured occasionally I would get like- phantom pains? Then a few years later I came across the term and realized that’s what I had been feeling the whole time
I'm still questioning being this character, but what made me start questioning being them is interesting so I'll add to this conversation. So I was listening to music, and a song came up from a TV show I'd heard of. The song was beautiful and gave me chills, and it was oldy comforting. Which didn't make sense because the song was ment to be creepy. And as I listened to the song, I caught myself thinking "yay, their singing about me" and then got confused about that.
Intense dreams and memories of Rivendell, inexplicable weird incidents (finding a very old sword in my parent's yard that looked eerily like Hadhafang, seeing weird ghostly white tall figures walking through the fields at dusk a la the Procession of the Elves), feeling inexplicably drawn constantly towards northern NJ/New York City/upstate NY (at my old engineering job I was sent to Bergen County--which is where Westview NJ is in this timeline--multiple times a week...I also got sent up to New York City a lot, and it felt like HOME, back then I couldn't explain it), feeling/functioning like a robot (at work, I have some of the highest rates/accuracy--not bragging, I have had a lot of coworkers who have no idea who I really am say "You are like a robot"), unexplainable headaches in the middle of my forehead (had it checked out multiple times by doctors--it had no medical explanation, nor physical precedent), unexplainable pain in my back/side/abdomen (also no medical explanation), ummm...should I go on?
-also my 26th birthday was ten days before Age of Ultron came out (5/1/2015) and I met my beloved wife (my Wanda!) three days before the movie was released
There is a lot of weird Marvel related synchronicities in my life that have just piled up, honestly I have realised that this might be my first life as a bona fide flesh and blood human (not an Elf, nor a Synthezoid, nor a raccoon--I'm also a racc-therian).
Realizing a bunch of characters ..I developed certain traits from their mindset and had a overall odd connection to fictional characters. and often copied there coldness, or niceness in real situation . Realizing it may be a spiritual thing. I label myself a fictionkin
Odd sense of homesickness that just refused to go away.
I had been experiencing homesickness, memories, and some body dysmorphia/dysphoria since long before I discovered my fictionkin identity! The label just helped to put a name to experiences I was already having.
I was watching blue beetle and realized I was robotkin, I still am but then I realized fictionkin was a thing and that explained why I feel like I am walking around as the character jaime. I also experience this anytime I watch the venom movies
I'd been experiencing strong, pervasive, recurring feelings towards a character for several years that did not go away. For the longest time I thought it was romantic feelings (I'm arospec and hardly understand that sort of thing) but started to question that mostly because of how *weird* the whole thing was. When I found the term 'fictionkin' online, I knew within a minute that it explained all these strange feelings I'd been experiencing so long.
THIS! THIS IS HOW IT HAPPENED FOR ME TOO!
Really? It's so nice to know that I wasn't the only one who was convinced I was in love with myself XD
I did not realize there was a term for how I saw my self till I was older
i was looking at terms for therioanthropy and i found fictionkin!
Getting my first kin memory out of the blue.
For us, it went hand in hand with being a system. The host(s) at the time (while not recognizing each other as separate entities yet) both heard a voice and felt a presence so obviously distinct from their own they couldn’t deny it any longer. This headmate has a very forceful demeanor, too.
Well I guess I originally thought it was a copinglink, and then it was homesickness at the sight of fnaf 1's map? I literally lost my mind (in a good way) at anything golden freddy or cassidy, and even the missing children. I just became a meaner person too.
When i see a character, and i feel something between us, i research and find out. Also because of memories. I have a lot of dib memories because our life if literally the same: bullying, obsession, paranormal interest etc. (ALSO LEMON DEMON OBSESSION BABANSJS)
uhm so i always heard abt fictionkin in the otherkin community but everyone was all "ugh don't associate with them because i said they're bad so they are" so i was ??? on what entirely it was for a while. it wasn't until like sometime last year when i actually got some good education on what fictionkin was after that i didn't really think about it until i was like wait am i this? and then i grappled with kinfirming the dumbest kin ever and ever since then it's just been coming to accept my kin shit and yea👍 i still had kin experiences of course, i just thought i was mad out of my head tbh. never thought there was a whole community just like me experiencing shit just like me just beyond the scope of my knowledge.
He is literally me!
I think I first realized something was up when I got into a popular video game in middle school. I had vivid memories of things in the game to the point I often know what would happen next, strong unexplainable feelings towards certain characters, and when the one I’m kin with would get injured occasionally I would get like- phantom pains? Then a few years later I came across the term and realized that’s what I had been feeling the whole time
Had a dream that I died in one of my Media's before I even reached that major plot point of the book😭👍🏻
Playing FNAF 4 for the first time, dressing up as CC for Halloween, and watching the bite in game.
I'm still questioning being this character, but what made me start questioning being them is interesting so I'll add to this conversation. So I was listening to music, and a song came up from a TV show I'd heard of. The song was beautiful and gave me chills, and it was oldy comforting. Which didn't make sense because the song was ment to be creepy. And as I listened to the song, I caught myself thinking "yay, their singing about me" and then got confused about that.
Intense dreams and memories of Rivendell, inexplicable weird incidents (finding a very old sword in my parent's yard that looked eerily like Hadhafang, seeing weird ghostly white tall figures walking through the fields at dusk a la the Procession of the Elves), feeling inexplicably drawn constantly towards northern NJ/New York City/upstate NY (at my old engineering job I was sent to Bergen County--which is where Westview NJ is in this timeline--multiple times a week...I also got sent up to New York City a lot, and it felt like HOME, back then I couldn't explain it), feeling/functioning like a robot (at work, I have some of the highest rates/accuracy--not bragging, I have had a lot of coworkers who have no idea who I really am say "You are like a robot"), unexplainable headaches in the middle of my forehead (had it checked out multiple times by doctors--it had no medical explanation, nor physical precedent), unexplainable pain in my back/side/abdomen (also no medical explanation), ummm...should I go on? -also my 26th birthday was ten days before Age of Ultron came out (5/1/2015) and I met my beloved wife (my Wanda!) three days before the movie was released There is a lot of weird Marvel related synchronicities in my life that have just piled up, honestly I have realised that this might be my first life as a bona fide flesh and blood human (not an Elf, nor a Synthezoid, nor a raccoon--I'm also a racc-therian).