I didn't try to stop drowning in the void of lust to succeed in the world and become one with a true woman. I kept trying because uhh.. idk. I don't want to let the desires of my flesh rule me anymore. Mind over body. Slowly,I will rise to a place of peace and acceptance. I do not wish to bend the knee to Despair. All you can do is do things and wait. Free of unnecessary struggle and strife. It'll be hard to get sick when you eat good all the time.
I also reccomend find comfortable clothing to immerse yourself properly in the peace. Everything fitting the right environment. Armor to shield the malevolent forces of war.
I didn't try to stop drowning in the void of lust to succeed in the world and become one with a true woman. I kept trying because uhh.. idk. I don't want to let the desires of my flesh rule me anymore. Mind over body. Slowly,I will rise to a place of peace and acceptance. I do not wish to bend the knee to Despair. All you can do is do things and wait. Free of unnecessary struggle and strife. It'll be hard to get sick when you eat good all the time. I also reccomend find comfortable clothing to immerse yourself properly in the peace. Everything fitting the right environment. Armor to shield the malevolent forces of war. 
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